Bab 97: A wish that seems far

>> Yohan

I tried

I really tried but my emotions got out of control and now it’s raining. The forest is crying due to the pain I’m feeling and I have no idea what to do.

I’m just standing here getting drenched because I really have no idea what I’m supposed to do in this situation.

I’ve spent decades as a ruler and come across countless unique situations and solved them all this, I sighed, I have no hold over.

I walked out of the room where Maya was sleeping because I was afraid I might do something I shouldn’t.

I was afraid I would do something wrong and then lose her forever.

Moreover, I was hurt by her words and looking at her or even staying in the same space where I could see her was giving me pain.

I was in anguish, so I left and walked out and came to the terrace in order to think straight and sort some things out but I only made a mess of my heart and brought a storm upon the forest.

I hope the creatures are doing okay.