Bab 4: Chapter 3 part 2

23rd February 2015(continued)

Why was I nervous all of a sudden, so many things the condoms, his t-shirt, his causal flirting. This whole thing wasn't me. I know it' s just childish-causal flirts but still it was messing up with me. I followed him so obediently to the other part of the city, what is wrong with me today. I have never seen him this close in a t-shirt, I never knew he is this fit. Everything now was making me insecure. I exactly knew where these things were coming from and it was literally spilling on my face. I need to close the tap.

He let me enter the hall first, it was dark and smelled of Lemon air fresheners, constant flashes of ads and the high music has filled up the hall. I was gonna turn around and ask him about our seats but as soon as I stopped, He put both of his hands on my shoulders from behind and started guiding me. The touch was now giving me weird jitters and this idiot was shaking my shoulders in between like a kid. We were the first ones to be here, we came in on the dot of time to watch fifty shades of grey. He booked the last row, it was literally in the corner of the hall. Just the two f us in an empty theatre. He took out his phone and started chatting on Instagram. I don't even follow him on Instagram, I don't even know where he lives. I am thinking absurd now. Why does it matter? This is just for today, He just needed someone to follow him around and give him company to watch this movie. He even went to the lengths to come to the other part of the city.

Slowly now the hall was filling up, with couples but mostly adults. We were the odd one sticking out in black tees, looking like runaways. The theatre is now filled with the smell of burnt butter popcorn and it was making me drool. Its smell was filling my lungs and I took a sigh. Thinking I should enjoy this moment right now or I am gonna regret it later. I looked at him, his face slightly visible now. He switched off his phone and was concentrating on the screen with his hands rested on his thighs. I knew at that exact moment he is a kind of person who sits straight for two hours without uttering a word, enjoying the movie silently in their own world.

The intro of the movie starts playing and he turned towards me with a hint of smile on his face. Caught off-guard, I made a face of What to which he shook his head sideways in nothing. I turned my face towards the screen, pretending to watch the movie closely. The starting scenes of the interview rolled up and we sat in silence after that, our eyes glued to the screen. The scenes gradually getting intimate and hot. There were a few shriek shouts with those hot scenes. As she was losing her virginity with all her innocence, I was feeling the rush of blood down and the slight tent forming in my trousers. I put my hand on my croutch and pressed and twisted it hard over the trousers in the dark. I now have a boner. Somethings just can't be helped at all. All that raw skin and the bubble butt of Mr. Grey was just making my mind go all over.

On the other hand, Amir was sitting like a gentleman, his eyes glued to skin with his right hand hiding his tent and the another on the hand rest. I was literally had this urge after seeing his tent to press it and see his reaction but I know its not acceptable. He is a straight guy whom I am just hanging out and I am probably a confused guy with emotions flowing like amazon falls. I need to control my stupid emotions, box them up. I know I am not gonna do anything stupid but the thoughts keep coming. What If I touch his tent and he enjoy it. These possibilities of emotion alwasys rail me inside out.

The lights went on, it was interval. He hasn't spoken a word since we entered the hall and it was bugging me a lot now. I needed him to speak something to me, I felt like screaming on the top of my lung

"Do you want to get something to eat?", He finally broke the silence.

"ya, probably, aren't you hungry?", I replied back with a question, wasn't he hungry or tired, He has been on the bike since morning.

"If you want me to get something to eat, you have to say it properly." He said with a grin on his face.

"uhh, will you get some popcorn?", of course I was in no mood to go and queue up to buy something and he offered

"you have to say it with please sir", he followed up immediately. I should have seen this joke coming. If he wants to play around …

"will you get some popcorn, please sir", I replied almost cringing and he broke out in laughter

"So are you my submissive now, lol", he said standing up and I replied nothing because I have no witty comeback to it. He dashed down the stairs and I was only thinking of how fun it would have been if all this was not so confusing.

There weren't as many people in the hall as I thought, it is barely filled. I saw him returning, with a big bucket of popcorn and two sodas. Why didn't he buy two small ones? As soon as he entered the lights went off and he dashed towards the seat, and crashed in the seat.

"Hold it", he pushed the tray towards me, for a moment I thought he was gonna spill everything on me. He is a movie freak.

After the interval, When the business meeting rolled up in front of us, I was immediately hard, blood rushed down there in a second. I can feel the weight of the tray on my junk now. Mid way in the fisting scene, Amir looked at me with narrow eyes, he pulled out the tray holder of his seat and immediately turned away towards the screen.

Oh God! How absent minded I am, of course there is a tray holder. He must be thinking how stupid I am now, sitting with the tray on my lap. I put down the tray and started sipping my soda with a little bit of popcorns in between. The movie was getting hotter and intimate with every scene, now my eyes too were glued to the screen. Into the dining scene Amir mumbles, "Its boring". Sheesh… What a movie critique. I poked him and he turns his face towards me, "This movie is nonsense, I just cannot tolerate any more of it."

"You are eyes were glued to the screen the whole time.", I was getting hard through out the scenes and he was getting bored.

"The start was goooood… but the whole movie itself is very predictable, you see its not gonna get more then 6." He continued, "lets get out of here, unless you want to watch cheap porn"

"Yes-Yes, Lets go", I will watch the movie online later, who the hell leaves a movie unfinished, Weirdo. We both awkwardly made our way to the exit. I followed Amir closely, this time I put my hands from behind on his shoulders. I could have sworn that every eye in the hall was on us, they were gonna stay on till we disappear from the hall.

He got busy on his phone after we collected our bags from the cloakroom. Even though it was sunny outside, the winter winds were still giving me chills. More now then compared to the morning. I immediately put on the blazer over the t-shirt.

Amir was waiting for me at the entrance of the parking lot. When he saw that I am wearing my blazer again, he did the same. I made my way toward the parking lot and he followed me behind closely. This was all, we had nothing to do now and more importantly a thin layer of ice was forming between us.

"Are you hungry?", He asked me looking up from his phone.

"Not really.", I said immediately.

He went back to his phone and I was now leaning on his bike again and staring him.

"We can go to eat somewhere if you want to", I said to him staring down at my shoes.

"cool, I know this amazing place here that sells the best shawarma here, you'll love it.", He seemed excited now.

"okay-okay, lets go than." I guess he was just hungry after all.

We reached the spot in 10 minutes, it's a stall surrounded by warm smell of meat. The flames were really comfortable in this winter.

"Do you want it with cheese?", He asked me before ordering.

"How big will the roll be?", I didn't have much appetite.

"At least this big", He answered with his hands some 12cm apart.

"And how thick?", I followed up again.

He gestured the size with his hand and a little smile on his face.

"I don't think I will be able to finish it", I replied

"okay, we will share", He ordered only one with extra cheese and waited for the ordered at the stall. I again leaned on his bike, it's becoming a habit now. I was still wearing his black t-shirt underneath the blazer. I will have to probably wash it myself and return it or it will be very difficult to explain to mum if I mix it in the laundry. It will be a scandal.

We both are now leaning on the bike and he is holding the shawarma roll, the cheese dripping out of it. He took the first bite and stretched his arm towards me to hand over the roll but instead I grabbed his hand and took the bite. He was quite surprised. I took a few more bites in between and I was done.

"did you like it?", he said wiping his mouth off with my handkerchief.

"Yes-Yes!", I exclaimed

"I think we should head back now if you want to make it in school time.", Its past 12 now and the school is out at 1. The ride back to school was quick, very quick. Its always like this, the return journey always seems shorter.

We can hear the ringing of bells and shouts as we were nearing the school. He stopped just ahead of the main gate, taking my cue I got off his bike and strapped down the helmet in its place.

"See you around than Ved.", I was expecting him to get off the bike as well but he didn't.

"I will return the t-shirt after washing it.", I said smiling nervously.

"okay, your wish", he said smiling at me and accelerated. Does he not want his t-shirt back…?

I was left standing in front of school, kids were now slowly pouring out of the gates. I was definitely standing out with his t-shirt.

I sighed, I was really tired now and didn't had an inch of motivation left to go back home by myself through public transport, should have told Amir to drop me home. The only viable option left is to find my friends.

I saw people from my class coming out of the school and spotted Jay and Shobhit with a bunch of other people. Shobhit saw me first and gestured what the fuck-

Argh… I will have to explain them everything now but I at least got a ride back home now.