Bab 161: prison

"There are still so many things that I am supposed to know but I don't know shit about them. The heavens have blessed me with another life and in this one, I can choose how I want to live. Now when I am finished with my revenge, I can live the rest of my life in peace and luxury. Enjoying every pleasure that this world has to offer, or I can spend the rest of my life hustling. Like I was, my true self. The fact that II know something big is waiting for me gives me chills. It would be a lie if I say this battle was easy and what awaits me, would be bigger battles and strong enemies. I am torn between a situation. What should I do? Should I just not care about anyone and live my life happily? But the fact that there is something that only I can do, shakes my heart. What could it be? Who could it be? Even if I don't care about anyone else, I still want to be true to myself and my heart doesn't allow me to live a peaceful life. "