Bab 11: The Ghost's Rise
Chapter 11:
The familiar clanging of metal weights echoed in the gym as Jack stood in front of a mirror, wrapping his hands before his next training session. His knuckles had become calloused, scarred from the endless hours of punching bags, mitts, and faces. There was something ritualistic about preparing for a fight—the slow, deliberate act of wrapping his hands gave him a few moments to center himself, to reflect on how far he'd come.
Jack was no longer just "Ethan's brother." That title, once a heavy weight he carried with him, had begun to fade. The name "The Ghost" had spread through the local circuits. Jack's ability to stay calm under pressure, to fight with precision rather than aggression, had earned him respect among both fighters and fans. He had won several matches, each one a step further from the shadow of his brother's death. People were starting to talk about him not as a grieving sibling but as a fighter in his own right.
But despite the victories, something still gnawed at him, a quiet unease that never left. Winning didn't bring the peace he had hoped for. The roar of the crowd, the rush of adrenaline as his hand was raised in victory—none of it silenced the turmoil inside. He still woke up in the middle of the night, haunted by the image of Ethan lying on the mat, the life drained from his eyes. No matter how many fights he won, no matter how many times he proved himself in the cage, the emptiness lingered.
"Yo, Ghost!" A voice pulled him out of his thoughts. It was Ray, one of the newer fighters at the gym. "Coach is asking for you. Said you've got some sponsors interested in your next fight."
Jack nodded, pushing his thoughts aside as he finished wrapping his hands. Sponsors meant more exposure, bigger fights, and possibly a shot at professional circuits. It was everything he had worked for, but the idea of more attention, more pressure, didn't sit well with him. Fame wasn't what he was after.
As Jack walked over to where Lena was talking with a few other fighters, he caught snippets of their conversation.
"… Ghost's been on fire lately. That last fight—man, it was like he could read the other guy's mind."
Lena turned and spotted Jack approaching. She waved the others off and walked over to him. "You're getting noticed," she said, handing him a water bottle. "Local promoters, sponsors—they all want a piece of you. You've been killing it."
Jack took a sip of water, feeling the cool liquid slide down his throat. "It's just a few matches," he said, trying to downplay the attention.
Lena smirked. "You've won five in a row, Jack. That's not 'just a few.' You're making waves, and people are starting to see that you're not just some guy trying to avenge his brother. You've built something here. You're becoming a fighter."
Jack nodded, but her words didn't offer the comfort they should have. "It doesn't feel like it," he admitted after a moment. "I mean, I've won matches, but… I still don't feel like I've accomplished anything. It's like the more I win, the more I'm reminded of why I started in the first place. I thought this would make it easier."
Lena studied him for a moment, her expression softening. She had known Jack long enough to understand that this wasn't just about MMA for him. It wasn't about fame or titles. It was about healing, and that was something a fight couldn't guarantee. "You're doing the right thing," she said gently. "But you're not going to find peace in the cage. That's not how this works. You can win every fight from here until you hit the big leagues, but if you're still carrying that pain, none of it will fill the hole."
Jack stared at the floor, letting her words sink in. He knew she was right. No matter how many fights he won, the empty space left by Ethan's death remained. The grief, the anger, the guilt—they were all still there, simmering beneath the surface, and fighting was just a way to keep them at bay.
"I thought fighting would give me closure," Jack said, his voice quiet. "I thought if I trained hard enough, if I became good enough, it would make sense somehow. But I'm starting to wonder if it ever will."
Lena placed a hand on his shoulder. "It's a process, Jack. You're not going to wake up one day and suddenly feel okay about everything. Peace isn't something you win in a fight. It's something you work toward, every day, outside the cage as much as inside it."
Jack nodded, but he wasn't sure if he believed her. He had been searching for peace since the moment Ethan had died, but no matter how far he ran, how many punches he threw, it always seemed just out of reach.
The next few weeks blurred into a haze of training and preparation. Jack fought two more matches, both of which he won with relative ease. His reputation continued to grow, and his name was now whispered with a mix of admiration and fear among local fighters. "The Ghost" had become known for his ability to stay calm under pressure, to outthink his opponents rather than overpower them. His style was surgical, precise, and it was getting noticed.
But with each win, the feeling of emptiness deepened. Jack had always thought that winning would bring him closer to healing, but now it seemed to be driving him further away. The more he succeeded, the more he felt like he was losing something important—something Ethan had once represented. Maybe it was innocence, or maybe it was just the belief that justice could be found through violence. Either way, Jack knew he was changing, and he wasn't sure if it was for the better.
One night, after another grueling training session, Jack sat alone in the gym, the sounds of the city outside barely audible over the ringing in his ears. He stared at the heavy bag in front of him, his knuckles still raw from hours of striking. He had come here to honor Ethan's memory, but now he wasn't so sure what he was fighting for.
Was he fighting to prove something to himself? To the world? Or was he still chasing a ghost, hoping that somehow, by stepping into the cage, he could make sense of the senseless?
Lena's words echoed in his mind: "You're not going to find peace in the cage."
For the first time, Jack wondered if she was right. Fighting had become his life, but it hadn't brought him the closure he had been searching for. If anything, it had only sharpened the edges of his grief, making it harder to escape.
As the gym lights flickered and hummed, Jack stood up and walked toward the exit, his footsteps heavy against the worn floor. He had won his fights. He had made a name for himself. But the real battle—the one that raged inside him—was far from over. And for now, no amount of victories could change that.
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