Bab 117: Enough to want to be together.

Ramsey

I stiffened, swallowing hard. "I… I can do that…" I stuttered "But not now… we need to make sure…"

"That I can get my powers back, that I can become relevant…" she finished up with a scoff. "That's the problem, Ramsey… I don't blame you for wanting that, maybe that's the way you were raised and it's okay. I'm not even angry anymore but I can no longer be a gamble for you. You want to keep me but still in the shadows until it's confirmed that I can become the Moonsinger again. Right?"

I opened my mouth severally to speak but no words would come out of it.

"That's what I thought," she smiled sadly. "Even if I forgive everyone in the future, I will never forgive you Ramsey… my heart can call on you for all it wants… my body may yearn for you every day of my life but I'd rather walk on hot coals than be with you."

My chest tightened, and I could feel my vision becoming blurry but I shook my head, trying to suppress my emotions.