Bab 43: 43. Woman in my dreams

{Duke's POV}

Most people think I don't believe in God. But the truth is… I do.

I know he's up there, I know he sees everything, I believe he exists…

I just don't have faith in him.

To be more accurate, I lost my faith in him a long time ago. I no longer trust him. I no longer want to have anything to do with him.

However, just because I lost my faith in him and refused to talk to him doesn't mean he stopped talking to me. On the contrary, he refused to stop talking to me.

Although I try to ignore him, and I stopped praying to him, he still finds a way to reach me. Very annoying, really. I don't know why he won't leave me.

He'd reach me through my dreams, taking total control of it. Telling me to come back to him. For years that has been his major discussion with me.

Trying to win me over, it might sound like a lie, but it's true.