[A/N- I AM ALIVE
Barely 2300 words honestly I expected more from my self, but man have I been busy for that past few weeks.
-NOT a whole lot happened in this chapter, cause i wanted to focus on veldanava and his really for doing what he does.
Important message at the end of chapter.
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Nihilux remained a silent but supportive presence, observing the birth of a new cosmic order. Then Veldanava turned to his friend and said with determination in his eyes.
"Well friend, this is it, just a few more steps and the system will be ready," Veldanava said before the final need to make his new system.
"Are you…..sure….you want this?" his friend asked with concern. "Haha, I know I want this….no, I NEED this." The dragon's voice was determined.
"To be honest I never told you this but after we met for the first time, I started to envy you. After meeting you I realized you have something that I never could." Veldanava waits for a few seconds before speaking again "You can feel what it is like to be surprised, how it feels to experience true joy. What it is like to know something for the first time. How it feels to learn something. Meanwhile, I was stuck in a perpetual state of never-changing now" Veldanava said
"Veldanava…I…..I never knew you felt…so strongly" Nihilux said with some emotion he didn't want his friend to lose his powers.
"It's not your fault, sighs for all my power I was alone in that void for so long. At first, it was nice I could make anything I wanted but soon I realized the weight of that aloneness. I wanted to be with someone anyone I hated the fact that I knew all there was to know, but even in that state I was so powerless to do anything to alleviate that boredom, so I made Ivaraj". Dragon said with some regret in his voice. "When he opened his eyes for the first time I thought I was happy, to finally have someone with me in that lonely existence." He continued. "But that did not last long so I" Veldanava's voice seemed to crack a little barely even noticeable like he was ashamed of something.
"So, I imprisoned him." After saying this Veldanava took a few seconds to think.
Nihilux remained silent, absorbing the weight of Veldanava's confession. The void entity had never seen his friend so vulnerable, so raw with emotion.
Veldanava took a deep breath before continuing, his voice steadier now. "I imprisoned Ivaraj because I realized that even with another being, I couldn't escape my omniscience. I knew every thought he would have, every move he would make. There was no surprise, no joy of discovery. It was just... empty."
He turned to face Nihilux, his eyes shimmering with a mix of determination and hope. "But then you came along. You, my friend, were the first true surprise I'd ever experienced. You weren't bound by the rules of my creation, you weren't something I could predict or control. And that... that was exhilarating."
Nihilux tilted his head, processing this information. "I... brought joy?"
Veldanava nodded emphatically. "More than you can imagine. You showed me what I was missing, what I desperately needed. That's why I have to do this. I need to experience life as you do, with all its uncertainties and wonders."
He gestured towards the nascent system he had been creating. "This system will manage the worlds, maintain balance, and allow for genuine growth and change. And I... I will be able to experience it all anew."
Nihilux was quiet for a moment before speaking. "You... will change. Not...be same.....Veldanava."
"You're right," Veldanava agreed, a small smile playing on his lips. "I won't be the same. But that's exactly what I want. Change, growth, the ability to be surprised – these are the greatest gifts I could ever receive."
He reached out, placing a hand near Nihilux in a gesture of friendship. "And I hope you'll be there with me, experiencing it all. What do you say, my friend? Are you ready for this new adventure?"
Nihilux's form shimmered slightly, a rare display of emotion for the usually impassive being. "I... will stay. Watch. Learn."
Veldanava's smile broadened. "Thank you, my friend. Then let's begin this new chapter together."
With that, Veldanava turned back to his creation, ready to set in motion the changes that would reshape not just his universe, but his very existence. The dawn of a new era was upon them, filled with the promise of discovery, growth, and the joy of the unknown.
"I still think he could gain an Ego someday but I am afraid to look that far ahead in the future. I do not wish for him to remain a mindless beast," Veldanava said.
"But meeting you showed me what I needed to do, and I was able to see what my next steps should be. And now I am ready," Veldanava smiled at his first real friend.
A million thoughts seemed to fill Nihilux's mind on what he could have done differently. Should he have made an effort to meet Veldanava earlier, or should he have just remained hidden from him, silently observing him from outside this world? He wanted to think of different ways he could have done something to prevent this fate, but inside he knew that even without him, Veldanava would have likely made the same decision. It may have taken longer without him, but he would have done the same even if he was alone.
In the end, he made his peace with the fact that he was happy for his friend, no matter the choice he made.
"Your wish….Will not stop.....Go ahead," Nihilux said succinctly.
As soon as Nihilux spoke, Veldanava began to pour all his omniscience and his remaining omnipotent power into the system.
In a flash, the world glowed for a few seconds, streaks of gold and other colors illuminating the cosmos. Then the voice came from the system. [Awake and ready to assume my purpose creator].
Veldanava smiled. For the first time, he felt joy because now his world was ready to host life, to help them grow, to surprise him.
"New beginning. Interesting," Nihilux commented, his form shimmering slightly in what could be interpreted as anticipation.
Together, they stood at the threshold of a new era, filled with the promise of discovery, growth, and the joy of the unknown.
Then Veldanava took out Feldway's resting body, sensing he was ready to be awakened. He laid him on the floor and spoke his name.
"Be born, 'Feldway'," Veldanava commanded. Instantly, the system he created sprang into action, bestowing powers upon the angel. Veldanava had prepared various power sets for his future creations, giving VOTW (Voice of The World) complete control over their distribution to encourage growth.
Feldway received skills from the angelic series, along with abilities to control and manage other angels.
Veldanava's excitement grew as he prepared to create new races for his world. He envisioned a realm for angels, an underworld for their opposites, giants representing raw destructive power, and fairies and spirits to guide the weaker beings.
And soon a few weeks had passed.
Throughout this process, Nihilux remained by Veldanava's side, though he began spending more time in his void dimension. Inspired by Veldanava's creations, Nihilux started practicing with his Void Essence, which he called "Essentia Vacui".
"Trying... create," Nihilux explained briefly to Veldanava.
After some failed attempts in the cardinal world, which may have destroyed large areas, Nihilux fully moved his experiments to his void reality.
"Void... home," Nihilux commented, spending increasingly longer periods there.
Veldanava missed his friend during these absences but understood Nihilux's connection to the void.
"Surprise... future," Nihilux promised, hinting at his own creation plans.
Veldanava smiled, genuinely looking forward to what his enigmatic friend might produce.
He had a few ideas about what Nihilux might create, but ultimately, he realized that his friend simply wanted to try making something as Veldanava always did. However, Veldanava knew it would be challenging for Nihilux, given the fundamental difference in their energies.
Unlike Veldanava's energy, which was quite literally creation itself, Nihilux's Essentia Vacui was fundamentally different. For Nihilux, the challenge wasn't in the act of creation itself, but rather in the effort required to shape and maintain his creations.
Veldanava pondered the nature of Essentia Vacui. Its very essence made it difficult to create something without eroding reality and returning it to entropy. Even for Veldanava, working with this energy was challenging. For Nihilux, however, it was second nature.
"Difficult... but not impossible," Nihilux stated, sensing Veldanava's thoughts.
Veldanava nodded, understanding that for Nihilux, the real challenge lay in imagination. His void friend could easily copy Veldanava's creations with some practice, but creating something entirely new was different. Nihilux's energy behaved unlike Veldanava's stardust, actively trying to spread out and consume other things, whatever they might be.
"Energy... hungry," Nihilux added, confirming Veldanava's understanding.
Despite the challenges, Veldanava was excited to see what Nihilux would create. He knew that whatever emerged from the void would be unique, a reflection of Nihilux's enigmatic nature.
"Look forward... your creation," Veldanava said warmly to his friend.
Nihilux's form shimmered slightly, perhaps in appreciation or anticipation. Together, they stood on the brink of new discoveries, each in their own way pushing the boundaries of creation.
Nihilux began practicing with his Void Essence, which he called "Essentia Vacui". He started by extending this energy away from his body, struggling to maintain its form.
"Difficult... control," Nihilux commented.
After some failed attempts in the cardinal world, which may have destroyed large areas, Nihilux fully moved his experiments to his void reality.
"Safer... here," he explained briefly to Veldanava.
Nihilux started staying longer in the void space, feeling more at home there and focusing on controlling his powers. Veldanava noticed his friend's extended absences.
"Miss... you," Veldanava admitted during one of Nihilux's visits.
"Void... resonates. Will return," Nihilux assured him.
"Surprise... future. My creation," Nihilux promised, his form shimmering with what might have been excitement.
Veldanava looked forward to it, though he had few ideas about what it might be. He realized his friend simply wanted to create like he did.
"Different... energies. Challenges," Nihilux explained, referring to the contrast between their powers.
Veldanava nodded, understanding. Unlike his own energy of creation, Nihilux's Essentia Vacui was fundamentally different. For Nihilux, the challenge wasn't in creation itself, but in the effort to shape and maintain it.
"Effort... key," Nihilux stated, confirming Veldanava's thoughts.
Veldanava knew that for himself, working with Essentia Vacui would be incredibly difficult. Its nature made it hard to create without eroding reality. But for Nihilux, it was innate.
"Natural... for me. Different... for you," Nihilux observed.
Veldanava gazed at Nihilux, curiosity sparkling in his eyes. "What's on your mind, friend? Itching to create something?"
Nihilux: "Perhaps."
Veldanava chuckled, his voice warm and inviting. "Well, don't keep me in suspense! What are you thinking of making? Remember, it's not about copying me. Your creations should be uniquely you."
Nihilux pondered his presence a quiet contrast to Veldanava's exuberance. After a moment, he spoke:
"Darkness. Living darkness."
Veldanava's eyes widened with excitement. "Oh, how intriguing! Living darkness, you say? That's certainly something I've never attempted. Tell me more!"
Veldanava, always eager to encourage his friend's creative endeavors, leaned in closer to Nihilux. "You know, your energy is quite remarkable. While mine bursts with creation, yours... yours has a unique quality all its own."
Nihilux: "Different."
"Exactly!" Veldanava exclaimed, his voice filled with enthusiasm. "And that's what makes it so fascinating. Your energy, with its tendency to spread and consume, it's like... it's like it has a cosmic appetite! For everything!!"
Nihilux remained silent, absorbing Veldanava's words.
Veldanava continued, his thoughts flowing freely. "But here's the thing, my friend. That very nature of your energy could be the key to creating something truly unique. Something that doesn't just exist, but actively interacts with its surroundings."
Nihilux: "Interact how?"
"Well," Veldanava mused, tapping his chin thoughtfully, "imagine a creation that grows and changes. Not static like my stardust creatures, but dynamic! Always shifting, always adapting. Your energy's natural inclination to spread could be harnessed to create beings that evolve!"
Nihilux considered this, his presence a calm contrast to Veldanava's excited gestures.
Nihilux: "Interesting. Challenging."
Veldanava nodded vigorously. "Oh, absolutely! It won't be easy. But that's the beauty of creation, isn't it? The challenge, the unknown, the potential for something new and wondrous to come into being!"
As nearly 300 years passed, Nihilux spent his time alternating between sleep, following Veldanava, and attempting to master his powers. Meanwhile, Veldanava dedicated more and more time to the angels before moving on to different races.
After Veldanava completed the creation of the planet, a conversation unfolded between the two beings:
Veldanava gazed proudly at his creation, the world he had shaped with such care. He turned to Nihilux, eager to hear his friend's thoughts.
"Well, my friend, what do you think? I've finally finished shaping the world," Veldanava said, his voice brimming with excitement.
Nihilux observed silently for a moment before responding with his characteristic brevity. "Looks dull."
Veldanava's eyes widened in surprise, then he burst into laughter. "Ha-ha! You know, you're absolutely right. I hadn't considered that. Perhaps it does need something more."
"More land?" Nihilux suggested, his words more of a statement than a question.
Veldanava nodded enthusiastically. "That's an excellent idea! I'll add a new continent. How about an island off the northern continent, to the southwest of the world?"
"Sounds good," Nihilux replied, his tone neutral but attentive.
With a flourish of his creative energy, Veldanava shaped the new landmass, carefully placing it in the southwestern waters. He stepped back, admiring his handiwork.
"There we are!" he exclaimed. "A new continent to add some variety to our world. What do you think now, Nihilux?"
Nihilux studied the altered world for a moment. "Better. Interesting," he said, his words carrying a hint of approval.
Veldanava beamed at his friend's response. "I'm glad you approve. Your suggestion has truly enhanced the world. I wonder what kinds of unique life might develop on this new land?"
"We'll see," Nihilux responded, his curiosity subtly evident despite his brief words.
[A/N- If any one is wondering where i was for the past 3 week, well...shit happened. let's see...
-I moved to Canada for my studies.
-had some trouble with my living arrangements, so had to look for a different place to stay.
-I got a bit depressed after moving away from my hometown, like seriously i never even left my country for any vacation or anything. and now I moved to a DIFFERENT country for my studies. i had no idea what to do so i spent some days just exploring and getting legal documents made which i would need to survive.
-I spent a whole week just doing nothing. just staying at home.
-Then my new semester classes started. The professors never kinda suck in teaching compared to my previous professors in my home country.
ANYWAYS i have not given up on this story.
you guys can expect at least 1-2 updates per month.(I wish i could write more, but i have gotten so busy now + i also like to read novels like you guys. i recently started LOTM and i have got to say its AMAZING.)
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