Bab 53: Self Discovery.

Bale.

It's always been this way...

My emotions have always been very difficult to tackle. Whenever I feel something; Anger, excitement, pain, or anything at all, I become a completely different person.

My body reacts differently from every normal person I know and my feelings are ten times as stronger. Either sexually, or physically... It was why I never got attached to anyone– same reasons I thought a person like me could never be with someone for an eternity.

Also why I struggled in pain alone whenever this period of the year comes. The fifth month of every year...

When I first discovered my animal – which I discovered very late, he was very difficult to control... so I never did.