Bab 49: I hate myself

"Seojun," he looked at me with interest, wondering what I had to say, and so I gave it a shot. "Are you gay?"

I took up the courage to ask and immediately, he didn't waste a single breath, he answered,

"No." And thus, my heart dropped.

I was so nervous, deciding to bring up that topic, only to be answered like that. I was a fool.

"I see." I said, bowing my head to hide the disappointment and pain plastered on my face.

"Are you okay?" He asked but I shook my head.

"Why would you kiss me then?"

"Because I like you." He answered as plainly as he answered the first question and it bothered me.

Did he think liking someone was that easy? No, did he even know the meaning of his words?

Maybe he was referring to a simple term where you like your fellow human beings but kissing them might just be a part of his way of expressing it. So that meant, he could do this to anyone.