Bab 121: I had become the very definition of a scumbag!

Over the past two months, Hirvan had spent considerable time suppressing the peculiar feelings that lingered in his mind. He tried to overcome the attraction he had towards Lu Hanbing. He kept reliving his negative experiences with Lu Hanbing in his past life, like chanting a mantra every day to overcome his emotions.

Yet, deep down, he knew he wasn't done with him.

The past was a muddled affair, with fights, questioning, and a tragic retreat to the mountain where he had attempted to flee.

He hadn't imagined it would end in death, nor had he wanted to vanish from Lu Hanbing's life forever. His intention had been to stand his ground, to show that he could leave if he chose to. But as life slipped away from him in those final moments, regret washed over him. He knew then that his sudden disappearance would devastate Lu Hanbing.