Lijing sat quietly on the large bed , she was totally lost in thought and she looked pale and thin . She wasn't sure what to do again, everything was beginning to end for her. Yes juemo had not been to the mansion for few days now and she wondered if it was because she was here or there was another reason. Even though she knew that Ye juemo did not have feelings for her she couldn't bring herself together to accept that fact.
She was not sure of what to do again it was like she didn't even have a say in her own life. Lijing had lost her mum at a very young age and immediately after the death of her mum her dad's attitude towards her changed drastically. He didn't treat her like she was his daughter and said she was the cause of her mum's death because her mum had died trying to save her own life. He made her do things she didn't want to do but she didn't complain because she wanted to make his attitude towards her change but he remained the same sometimes she usually wondered if she was truly the one who caused her mum's death.
When Old Madam of Scott family came with the offer that she wanted Lijing toget married to the Second Master Lijing was happy about it after so long she could finally see a reason to make her dad proud to call her his daughter and she wished that his hostile behavior towards her would subside gradually .
Just to make her dad happy Lijing gave up on the only man who had been by her side throughout her life when she was in pain. Remembering the pain and disappoinment in his eyes when she broke the news to him Lijing felt her heart ache rapidly and tears rolled out of her eyes.
She couldn't back out now because she would have no where to go, she remembered her father's warning when the offer was brought to them
"If you can't be able to coax the Second Master and make him your husband don't think of returning home I won't accept you .."her father said with no emotions in his eyes but only a look of disdain and disgust
Lijing stood up from the bed and walked towards the mirror looking at her pale self. Her eyes had already swollen due to the continuous crying and she looked thin because of she hadn't eaten enough since the past few days but she didn't care one bit
"Does my look really matter now..I look like a fool now giving up someone that love me just to get a love and care that I wasn't ever going to get..I wish I could back out and return but how would I face you after all I've done"Liking said with pains and regret written all over her face, if she had known that things were going to end up like this she would have never accepted from beginning
"But who says that there's no hope..I will surely win the Masters heart and I will be his only wife"Lijing said and forced smile
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Anlan stared coldly at the mad man In front of her . If this man tried to do anything stupid she was sure going to kill. If she had known that she was going to encounter this she wouldn't have even stepped her feet here again
"I'm talking to you and you're keeping quiet.. don't think I'm scared of those little eyes I'll kill just like I've done to other girls who tried to be so hard to deal with"Zheng quain said with a cold tone
Anlan looked at the man with shock was he this dangerous or was he just saying it to make her feel scared
"I don't think you know who you're messing with"Anlan said her voice as cold as ice and Zheng quain trembled in fear
Zheng quain composed himself and grabbed Anlan's wrist tight and threw her to the floor. Anlan looked at the desperate man in front of her she didn't want to do anything or she would end up killing him.
Anlan stood up quickly and walked up to him, she slapped the man hard on the face
"I think I have to teach you a lesson"Anlan said and grabbed the dagger from his hands and pinned him on the wall placing the sharp dagger at the tip of his neck
"I will kill you and there's nothing anyone can do about it"Anlan threatened
"I'm sorry please spare me I won't do it ever again please don't kill me"Zheng quain begged and Anlan kicked him hard and threw the dagger on the floor and left the room