Bab 87: 87

EMILY'S POV.

Why did I feel jealous? Why did I want him to like only me? Wanting him to be friendly to me alone, and laugh with me alone was wrong, but why did I feel that way?

Why was I feeling left out because he wasn't talking to me?

Even when the kids included me in their fun conversations, I still found myself stealing glances at Lucas and Katie. Did he like her? Maybe he had asked her out? Was that why he hadn't said anything about her also sleeping with John?

Or he didn't want her to feel jealous if he was talking to me? Maybe he didn't want the kids to think we were having an affair.

My mind was going crazy, and I just wanted it to stop roaming with thoughts of Lucas. Why was I getting so worked up over him? It was just Lucas.

As we wined and dined, we all began to grow silent, and in a moment, Katie was on the sofas, which were joined together to take her length.