Bab 15: Blackmail - Had sex like a bitch in heat

Have you ever wanted something in your life so much that you thought you couldn't live without it? That's how I lived for many years in relation to Tiago, no matter how much I achieved everything I thought I was entitled to, without him it didn't make sense. Now, I found him again and I can experience the love I always wanted with him. However, I don't know! It's like it feels wrong for me to have a relationship with a sex worker. I've always liked prostitutes, but not for dating.

I drive to my house, it's very late. Few cars pass me, the city is practically empty. The long avenues look like racetracks, not even compared to the long queues of vehicles during peak hours, São Luís is now a calm, serene city. I am tormented by so many thoughts. I imagine my reunion with the man with whom I dreamed of living a love story. He was there in his apartment. And I was in the arms of another. Although I didn't plan anything with Guilherme. However, I had sex with him like a bitch.