Bab 40: Trust

Yes, of course. I'm confident of that. 

Hmm. Alright, we'll go with that if you think it's right. I'll discuss it with Christ first. 

Was she truly confident about it, though? 

I concealed my thoughts and doubts from Alice, something I hadn't done for a very long time. It was unneeded before, but now, worry started to consume me. 

Ever since we started to coexist together, we have made any boundaries between us vanish. Our life together was pretty much harmonious, full of understanding. 

If I have something I'm doubting, I'll tell her. 

And so she did, or that was at least what I thought before. 

One day, in our darkest days, I was fighting with all of my might to just latch myself into the thin hope of survival. Alice, on the other hand, gave up without my knowledge. 

My time in fronting was always limited, I had expected that Alice would fight when the body refused to move according to my will.