Bab 14: Disappointment.
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An- Hey, here with a new chapter, hopefully you enjoy it.
I never really thought I would be making a fanfic, haha but here I am. I guess I'll keep going and see what happens.
Anyway Enjoy!
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After I finished explaining devil fruits the crew went silent. I sat at the back of the small ship deep in thought.
Have I been to proactive or have I not should my usefulness? I was deeply scared of falling behind and being a disappointment..
In my past life as Leo my self esteem was at an all time low. Now however I have Looks, body and power. So why do I still feel so.. un-unique? Well, I have to be more. If not by the time of the timeskip- wait..
This whole time I've been thinking in a manner that separates me and this world. I'm not seeing this as my new reality just yet am I?
I looked to the ocean, the sun's rays shined down on the surface, making a truly beautiful scene. My face softened.
I looked at the people that I was accompanying. Luffy was currently eating, apparently the Mayor of Orange town gave Nami a basket of food before I jumped into the boat, Zoro was polishing his swords, and Nami was counting the berry she stole from buggy.
Do I deserve this?
That question struck me deep in the soul, I am worthy to be sailing the seas with these fantastic people?
(Flashback)
{Pov: 3rd person.}
"What do you mean your not getting a Job?!" Ben McLoid, Leo's father shouted slamming his hand on the dining table he was sitting next to.
Ben McLoid, he was a businessman through and through, he made lots from owning 24% stocks from a company that sells Pc's televisions and other electronics.
Currently Leo was telling his mother and Father that he wasn't going to get a job. he recently just left college and he was nineteen.
"Son, don't disappoint us like this, we have high hopes for you." Leo's mother said her cold eyes burning holes through Leo.
Leo grits his teeth his long brown her falling over his eyes.
'Fuck this I don't need this.' He got up to leave but his dad shouts.
"And where do you think you are going!?" Leo always wondered how two people with completely different personalitys could get married. His mother was a cold and detached person, while his father was hotheaded ill tempered man.
However this was the moment he snapped.
"Shut up!!!!" He shouted his eyes harbouring such hatred his mothers cold face slipped away to replace a surprised and slightly wounded one, her son had never looked at her like that.
"You listen here old man! I'm done I'm fucking done with your shit!" I said his hands clenched into fists.
His dad was taken aback.
"I'm moving out." He said turning on his Feet and started walking.
"What did we do to get a disappointment like you?" Those words the man that was his father said cut him deeper then any knife could truly.
He left that house with tears pouring down his face.
He had already gotten enough money from online poker to by an apartment and afford his own Pc and wifi. So he would leave his old one with his parents, he didn't have anything on them anyway. He only used his Pc to watch anime anyway all of his stuff was on his phone that he bought with him..
Disappointment.. those words he accepted and decided to embrace them.
(Flashblack ends)
{POV: Lox.}
It wasn't like I hadn't tried to get a Job, but my personality and General laziness made me unfit for a working class job, his father gave him an office job but I quit a week on the job, it wasn't for me It left me hollow and dissatisfied.
I'm a true LowLife huh?
Well whatever that was the old me, I'm now Ash D. Lox future Strongest man!
I need to move on and accept myself for whom I am. And I won't miss out on such an amazing opportunity do be something I always dreamed to be..
This only the beginning after all..
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An- more Leo lore! I hope you enjoyed this, I've decided to do more of this. It helps me Connect with my character more and judge how he acts and reacts.
Anyway have a great day or night!
Ciao!
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