Bab 15: 15. Selfish
Adrian throws his punch at someone he doesn't even know after overhearing the rant that he hurled at Shaga.
"If you say his name one more time, see what I can do to you." Adrian's ash eyes flashed looking at a Beta man who was clutching the abdomen after he hit him. That shouldn't be enough, Adrian also wanted to stick his fangs to tear this man to pieces as well. Insulting Shaga is tantamount to insulting him.
"I know that Leon disappeared because of him." The man wearing the same uniform as Adrian jerked his head towards Adrian, still holding his belly while looking at Adrian sarcastically.
Who cares if Leon disappears? Even Adrian should have done that a long time ago. The man only had a bad influence on the innocent Omegas around him, and if the snake man disappeared and was not even found again, it was a good thing.
"I don't care. If you mention Shaga again, it doesn't become just one punch." Adrian almost growled, he deliberately showed his dominance by spreading his domineering pheromone.
Adrian moved away ignoring the cursing at him or the few pairs of eyes from the other students who saw Adrian's action. However, his mind was only on Shaga who until now has not been found anywhere.
***
"Say what made you hit other students?" Garvin's voice became a silent breaker between them since just now in the car. Of course, Garvin seems to know a lot about what happened to Adrian at school, it's possible that one of the teachers became a useless part of his spy.
Adrian didn't turn his gaze outside the car, but he said with a snort. "Interrupting your date with a Beta?"
It's undeniable that he was a little happy not to kiss Shaga's pheromone on Garvin, but this also brought a question mark in Adrian's head when he knew Garvin seemed to always be busy with things like dating someone.
"I want to go to Shaga's house," he said.
"Don't divert," Garvin warned him.
Adrian chose not to answer and turned his focus to a line of text messages he hadn't read since he had sent Shaga. With Shaga absent from his class and Adrian missing several lessons to find Shaga outside of school, he couldn't find Omega.
"Just answer," Garvin urged back. He didn't know or even forget that He in his previous life once had such an annoying brother like this.
"He insulted Shaga because Leon disappeared." After saying that, Adrian didn't like it, just saying that name made Adrian's tongue feel itchy.
"You can't possibly be affected just because of that?" asked Garvin back.
"He called Shaga a rentboy and said that Shaga made Leon disappear because of the low salary. Do I have to just shut up if he insults and accuses Shaga?" Adrian said that passionately, his voice rising as his piercing gaze aimed at Garvin. Garvin should have known with that that he had to keep his distance from now on Shaga. In every life Adrian passes through, Shaga belongs to him.
Garvin stops his car and Adrian asks him to take him to Shaga's house. Garvin turned to look at him, his similar-colored eyes seemed to dig into the things Adrian was trying to cover. "Adrian, what about the disappearance of all the money in your account?"
"I gave it my all to Shaga," he said defiantly. If Garvin tries to insult Shaga because of this, he promises never to come to visit his father again.
"Instead you took his virginity?" Garvin asked quickly, his jaw hardened with his fingers strengthening on the steering wheel. "Then what distinguishes you from them? You also gave bad words to him directly for what he never did?"
"What?" asked Adrian surprised.
"If you want to save others in the future then you must be the strongest of them all, but unfortunately, right?"
What do these words from Garvin mean?
"You want to be with him, but also be part of what he's afraid of. Adrian stopped doing that, you can't use your money to get what you want."
"I can," Adrian said without hesitation, Garvin could say anything to ban him, but that brother wouldn't be able to stop him. "I can do anything."
"No, Adrian. Don't make yourself regret it."
He immediately got out of there by slamming the car door, he was no longer a child so Garvin could dominate him to do whatever the man wanted. It's enough that Shaga likes Garvin, so Adrian is there to stop him.
***
Adrian sees Shaga's locked house and also has no sign of someone inside. However, he soon noticed passing footsteps up the stairs, but he couldn't smell any pheromones coming and thought that it was Shaga's mother who was a Beta.
"Shaga?" Adrian looked at it, for a moment he was silent. Realizing how Shaga looks fragile and also losing the guard of his expression.
When Adrian didn't get the response he wanted from Shaga, he kept the door from closing. "I'm looking for you everywhere. Why don't you go to school? It's only a few months before the exam and it's all done."
However, the violence on Shaga's face reappeared, making Adrian unable to restrain his words, as if what they did last night was nothing. Shaga can say harsh words or reject Adrian, but when he doesn't even want to see him hurt him, his Alpha rebels for Omega's attention. In the end, Adrian started talking back. "I want to say that I don't regret what I did to you."
"I only regret that I was rude to you when you never did," Adrian continued, saying it was earnest that he was sorry about it. He was too angry when his mind imagined how Shaga related other than with other people.
"I know what you are thinking and what you are going to do next, you want to leave here and avoid me?" Adrian moved forward to Shaga to smell the Omega pheromone he liked from Shaga but instead, the faint Beta smell of what he had previously smelled on Garvin, was immediately able to make Adrian feel bad. Even the pheromone from Shaga's mother was not like this, the smell came from Shaga and not from Garvin or anyone else. Adrian has been looking for him everywhere while Shaga turns out to be with Garvin. "You won't be able to get away from me."
He felt the retreating movement of Shaga, and Adrian immediately grabbed him to get closer. However, Shaga rebelled to escape his clutches. "Don't force me to do what you want."
It felt like it hadn't been years for Adrian to hear the sound, but he didn't expect Shaga's voice to be able to bring vibrations all over his body. Any rebellion, pressure, and resistance can make Adrian feel chaotic and he no longer knows how chaotic he will be if Shaga accepts him openly. It was still only in Adrian's dreams every night. "Stay away from me! Fuck! I don't want to be kissed by you anymore."
Shaga's order to stay away from him was like an order for Adrian to get closer to him, he sniffed Shaga's neck and growled when he still found no Omega pheromone there, only a bright red trace adorning Shaga's long neck, making him grin, then immediately landed his lips there. Adrian retracted his head slightly to drag his voice along the stretch of Shaga's skin, he felt the tension in the body in front of him until Adrian deliberately made a seductive sound for his Omega. "I'm glad to have put so many marks around your neck. He can see it, that you are mine."
Adrian is proud of himself for the work he has created and will make it again in another place. He smiled at how it seemed Shaga was starting to notice it and tried to cover his neck.
"You didn't notice it?" Adrian's hand swept across Shaga's cheek, stroking the red traces blooming on that cheek. He couldn't bear to get closer and closer, he wanted to grab Shaga's lips that had just turned his mind. "It's so beautiful on your skin."
Adrian may have gone crazy, he was lulled by his deep desire for Shaga, and he without hesitation immediately pressed his lips against Shaga's. It quickly immediately made his stomach churn, everything felt incredible, Adrian's head became light until he closed his eyes tightly enjoying every inch of Shaga's lips. Until Adrian heard an ethereal voice, a thin moan coming from Shaga's cleft lips, which instantly aroused Alpha in him, writhing in pleasure, asking for more than just a soft moan. He moved his leg pressing his knee on Shaga's, To expect another reaction he expected to come back from Shaga's, he also boldly pressed his tongue on Shaga's cleft lip to ask for more access to explore every corner of his mouth. However, Adrian was resuscitated when he tasted the taste of blood starting to spread inside his mouth followed by a stinging pain coming from his tongue.
Shaga pushed him away, Adrian did not escape watching Shaga panting with lips that were redder than before, and amber eyes staring intently at him with a look that Adrian didn't want to be there to see him like that.
"You... Get out of here. I don't want to see you," Shaga said in a halting voice.
"No, you will see me every day," Adrian promised himself. He ignores completely how Shaga asks him not to know each other, but it's hard and Adrian can't afford to do so.
"You can't do it," Shaga said with his voice sounding a little trembling, Adrian's gaze decreased as he adjusted his pheromone to make his Omega feel calm. However, the step back Shaga took to move away from Adrian almost felt like tearing his chest.
"I can. I can do whatever I want, including making you mine." Adrian said almost desperately, he didn't want Shaga to be afraid of him. However, Adrian also doesn't want that their relationship will end before it even starts. Adrian knew that Shaga would most likely hate him, but Adrian had no other way.
Adrian pushed Shaga against the wall behind him, he really couldn't think that there was any other way to keep Shaga away from anyone who tried to approach him. From Garvin, the person who was the reason Shaga changed his Alpha status for Adrian's brother, Leon, who didn't care about others who only intended to destroy Omega's every life, not to mention the faceless people Adrian couldn't remember looking at Shaga in that disgusting way, Adrian wanted to keep Shaga away from all that. Adrian had already watched Shaga enough from behind, keeping him away from the bad guys, he wanted to be beside him, clasped his hands, and walked together. "I don't care if you will hate me later. I don't want to be behind you anymore, I want to be next to you, Shaga."
Then the only way is to bite Shaga's neck, making a mark of his ownership of Shaga. Tying him up, until this moment that feels long to him, he already has Shaga. Shaga belongs to him now and Adrian has completely belonged to Shaga. He gave all his heart to Shaga.
"I don't regret doing it. I will not abandon you and have always been there to protect you. Shaga, don't reject me."
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