Bab 97: what's your problem

Ariana

" Xavier at what time we have to leave"

" In an hour" I was currently getting shower ...after shower I wore my dress for meeting today ...I wore turtle neck with skirt.. I have wear turtle neck because this man gave hickey on my neck..

It would be so embarrassing when my mom and pops will see those on my neck... Million times I make myself understand that they are not mine still I take them as my own..

I make myself understand that they don't love but I melt when I saw to them..

It's not true that biggest battel is with there own people but the biggest battel with oneself...every fucking times I tried not look them..not to care about them..not to think about them..I fight with myself..

I used to think ever in future if they cross my way I would pretend that I don't know ...I will split the venom as they did...they will treat them the same way that they did to me but now when they actually crossing my way ..I am not doing anything which I thought ..