Bab 144: 144 The end of second test

[El's POV: ]

My name wasn't there. Why wasn't it there?! Where was it if not here?!

"El, calm down-"

"No hell! Where is it?! Was it so amazing that even the headmaster found it so intriguing that he had to block it off?! How's that possible?! I didn't even put that much effort-"

"You and I both know you did your best this time. Don't degrade yourself by saying that. If it's not even on his personal list, then it only means he is still evaluating it, right? We can see it forever now that we are on the ranking board so, calm down."

He held my face and made me look him in his eyes, bastard. He wanted me to calm down in a time like this, fucking bastard. How would he know just how anxious it feels when you don't get what you worked so damn hard for, dumb bastard.

'This was one thing that I was excited to see the result of, but, nope. My name isn't on top of that shitty rankings and we have no freaking idea if it will be there anytime soon or not.'