Bab 127: Anger With a Mix Of Desire

Is it possible to feel something so deep and crazy along the lines of anger and desire? Like a storm brewing your insides and then… it explodes and you do the complete opposite. Every muscle aches, but not the same ache as your heart does, that is more profound, every beat is like a loud beat of a drum. And don't get me started with the heat... it burns... the tempest of anger and the chaotic sensual feeling that makes your insides twist.

It felt like a dream... my lips on his and I cannot stop myself, I haven't realized how much I missed the feel of it until now... how much every cell in my body awakens, it felt too good… I want to be angry, I want to put a stop to this and push him off but at the same time I didn't want the connection to end. What made it far more intense was when he kissed me back with just the right amount of passion and I began to breathe... my heart is slamming loudly more than ever.