Bab 196: The Freedom Scripture and choice

"To practice or not" but he also felt that the technique might be part of the trial. 

The Freedom Scripture seemed to disrupt the power of heaven and earth, and he wanted to comprehend heaven and earth, in a contradictory way. This was the first time he had done something good and still thinking twice about it. The reason behind it was not the conflicting nature of this technique, after all, he did not care about this issue, what made him wary was the fact that the blood in that place gave him a bad feeling. 

Even if he was someone that likes to do things to the extreme, his mind was not that agile about this issue. He already had the scripture in his mind, but not feeling motivated to practice.