"Boss, are you… alright?"
Chen Youzhi couldn't resist asking when he noticed that He Juan was lost in thought. It happened again; despite the warm embrace of the sunset's glow, for some reason He Juan seemed shrouded in darker shadows than ever before. Chen Youzhi hesitated for a moment before adding, "What Doctor Jia said is correct. None of this is your fault. It's all an accident."
Hearing that, He Juan let out a bitter, humorless laugh. "Ha…"
He also would like to think that it was not his fault, but… what was up with this overwhelming guilt suffocating his chest? What was up with this shame and remorse that engulfed him whenever he recalled the way Sirius had begged for his brother's return?
gaslighting at its finest, you should learn more from him folks :)