Bab 70: A SELFISH CHOICE

Blue took me to the moon cave where I had gotten down and cried my heart out. The hurt, the betrayal, everything I suffered all in the name of love. I had hoped to be pregnant, when I noticed my constant cravings of sweet things, I had thought it was me being pregnant.

Unknowingly to me it was probably a side effects of the tonic, I couldn't get pregnant. I couldn't get pregnant ever again, all thanks to my husband.

I stayed in the moon cave while I cried at my loss with Blue offering me his silent sympathy. When I cried to my satisfaction, I sat on the rock and just stared into space. Nothing interested me anymore.

Nothing at all, I just felt numb from all the pain I was feeling. Blue tried to start a conversation with me but I just wasn't in the mood. I'd sit and stare into space till my eyes get tired and I fall asleep. Then the next day I'd cry and wail, then stare into space and fall asleep and then the next thing, it's the same thing.