Bismillah
Me: Jahid?
Jahid: Yeah?
Me: Uuu...
Jahid: What is it?
Me: Yeah baaah I wanted to tell you queee if you want to leave well go ahead. I'm not your mother to stop you. I helped you until now and I didn't even ask you if you wanted to cut yourself... You're big, I understand if you want to leave...
Jahid: No it's fine but you want me to break. You have helped me enough, thank you so much! Thank you to Allah for putting you in my way. Without you I don't know where I would be, what would I be. You saved me zeh! You got me out of this shit and put me back on the right track... But if you're tired of me, I'm leaving!
Me: Naan w'Allah I love you too much to tell you "break you uh".
Jahid: Mdddd!! I really don't want to leave. Well, it's better there than when I was with them...
Me: How so?
Jahid: A father who abandoned us, a mother who took drugs, a little sister who didn't respect herself. Since my father left, everyone has gone off the rails. He was our mainstay in this house...
I'm shocked. That's why not talking to me about his family, he's ashamed of it. He never told us about his family.
Me: :o :o :o Smeh
Jahid: Why are you crying?
Me: Because its a touch. You suffered
Jahid: Stop crying I don't like seeing you like that. -gives me a hug-
Me: Hum
Jahid: Without you I'd be in deep shit. Thank you thank you Aliyah! I got attached to you. You are my family, the only one I have left!
Me: Stay here as long as you want!
Jahid: Thank you! But why are you still crying?
Me, I do not know !!
Jahid: You're weird girl!
Me: Mdddr leave me!!
When all of a sudden I don't know what happened but I got up quickly and went to the bathroom, throwing up... Jahid followed me. I'm done so I'm going to brush my teeth
Jahid: Aliyah what is it? Do you want to go to the doc'? Why am I asking to go, we're going to the doc'.
Me: Mdddr calm down it's nothing wesh I just didn't eat well!
Jahid: No no I'm taking you back to the doc'
Me: No it's good no need Jahid, I'm better there!
Jahid: Ok but say if you need to!
Me: Mddddr I'm fine it's not like I'm really sick!
Jahid: You never know!
Me: But there I have nothing so that's fine. I ate badly bahi!
Jahid: Yeah go ask yourself.
Me: Jahiii!
Jahid: Go ahead and don't!
Me: Maaaaa to say I'm the biggest.
Jahid: Mdddr no big deal! Bon vazy!
[...]
Jahid went to get Kheridine and go get my car too, swapping with Ishmael's!
I cook for my men and I made a chocolate cake!! I really want a chocolate cake *___*
After Jahid and Kheridine first entered after it's Lamine!
Lamine: Salam 'Aleykum
We: Waleykum Salam
He takes me by the hip and gives me a kiss on the neck. Ouuuuuh!!! He knows very well what effect it has on me and he likes it!!
Lamin: How are you?
Me yes and you ? The work?
Lamine: Al Hamdûlilleh! It's okay! It's uh but it's ok!
He looks at the fridge, takes some juice and squeezes!
Lamine: Why is there a cake? Is there a special truck today?
Me: To eat it! No, not even ! I wanted to make a cake so I did!
Lamine: You manage my wife!!
Me: Mdddr go shower, catch up on your prayers after come join us to eat!
Him: Yeah.
He gives me a kiss on the forehead and goes to take a shower. I put everyone at the table. We sit down and start eating! 30 minutes later Lamine joins us. We're done so I get rid of everyone and take out the cake.
Khéri': Wouaaaaah!
Us: Mddddr
Me: Have you ever seen a cake or what?
Kheri': Yes but there's a lot of chocolaaaat!
Jahid: Ah yeah your dose!
Me: What's bothering you? You do two three push-ups and the fat goes away!
Them: Mddddr
Me: El mohim how many parts?
Cheri': 4 !!
Me: Yes of course and when you have a stomach ache don't cry!
Kheri': Fouuu
I give him a part that I separate into 4.
Me: There you have four!!
Kheri': Fouuu didn't want it like that!
Lamine: Kheridine you start!
Jahid: Anyway, I want two parts!
Laminate: Same
I hug them and take the same.
Jahid: Be careful Aliyah, you will get fat
Me: Quickly remove what you just said before you regret!
Jahid: Amaa samhani!
Laminate: Mddddddr
Me: Mdddr I prefer!
I look at Kheridine and I see who is sulking!!
Jahid: What the hell are you still sulking Riri
Kheri': I want another one. Don't want him!
Lamine: It's okay, stop sulking, I'll give you another one.
Khéri': Thank you Dad!
He cuts another part and I take the one cut in four!
Lamine: Wesh Aliyah?
What me ?
Lamine: It's your third part!
Me and ?
Lamine: Han han no cbon.
Me: I'm going to get fat and blablabla
Lamine: Yeah there you go!
Me: Tchiiip go ahead don't break your head!
I take another part, (in K the parts I cut them small eh) and I go to my room. 5 minutes later he comes, lands next to me.
Lamine: Omri what's going on with you?
Me nothing !
Lamine: Sure?
Me: Yeah.
Lamine: You're weird.
Me: How weird am I?
Lamine: Well uh...
Me: Yeah it's okay don't say anything, you....
Bim he kisses me. Irresistible to him, I answer him but 2 seconds later he bites his lip.
Him: Ayeee
Me: Cheh! Profiteer
Lamine: Mddddr tin jbleed there?
Me: That's not true -ironically-! Mddr I love you bé '!
Lamine: Yeah!
He puts chocolate on my nose and gives me a kiss on the nose!
Me: Heno!!
Lamine: I know that tqt
I finish my part and sleep close to my love!
-The next day-
I wake up, wake up Lamine and go take a shower. I say the prayer and go to prepare his breakfast. After he joins me he takes breakfast and he gives me a kiss on the nose and kisses me but there was a big big problem. I break away from him, run to the toilet and vomit... Beuuuurk he followed me and held my hair (I didn't put on my veil). When I finish, he helps me and I go brush my teeth.
Lamine: Omri what are you? I'll take you back to the doctor.
Me: Your perfume, your perfume! You put it hard and no
Lamine: What are you saying I put a little. Plus you like the scent.
Me: Bah see there it makes me vomit.
Lamine: Go today, stay with you and take you back to the doctor.
Me: No go to work!
Lamine: No, I call the boss and tell him I'm staying with you today.
Me: Go to work. You know very well that I'm not going to go to the doc'. Already in the hospital I don't like the doc' cpareille then.
Lamine: Don't worry, I'll stay with you then.
Me: Go to work I tell you. Your scent makes me want to vomit. If you stay it will make things worse. Please go to work.
Lamine: You deuh w'Allah.
I know ! darling kiss
I send him off to work and then I have a pain au chocolat and eat. I will wake up Jahid and Kheridine.
I make them their breakfast and they go to school. In short, I do the housework, take out the clean laundry, hand them out, put the dirty laundry in the machine and start it all while eating. After I start making food for them when his knock at the door. I will open and I find in front of me, my brother, Elyes
Me: What the hell are you doing here? And now ? Aren't you at work?
Elyes: Yes but I wanted to see my sister so I came!
Me: Tchiiiip go to work go!
Elyes: No wesh I drove crazy to come here so I'm going back tonight.
Me: Well come in.
I let it settle.
Me: Do you want a piece of cake with juice?
Elyes: Yeah please!
Me: Come here, because I'm doing a graille.
Him: Naaam
He comes, I hug him.
Elyes: Are you doing it?
Me: Yeah!
Elyes: Don't you think there's hella chocolate?!
Me: Are you eating or not?
Elyes: Yeah cbon!
He eats and I continue to eat. We discuss the time that I finish and that the others return to eat. Lamine tried to give me a kiss on the forehead but I gave him a blow.
Me: I prefer not
Lamine: Zeubi ah.
Elias: What is it? What did you do to her? W'Allah speak quickly before I stumble.
Me: Calm down calm down. It's just that her scent makes me vomit.
Lyes: Annnw. Well change it!
Lamine: She always liked the Hugo Boss. I don't understand why it does this to him!
Lyes: Prrrrr I don't know. Good spas but I'm going to cut it I have a long journey ahead of me.
Us: It's okay Salam Aleykûm
Him: Waleykum Salam
And he leaves. Lamine goes to shower and we start eating. He joins us just after... We stayed in front of the TV for a bit after we went to sleep.
-4 days later-
[-3:12 p.m.-]
On the phone with Rania and Yasmine (conference)
Me: Oh girls I vomit in smoment.
Yas': Did you go to the doc?
Me: No never
Rania: Tell me! Do you eat like a fat person? Cry for nothing? Do you get angry quickly...?
Me: Yeah!
Rania: It all means. Go to the pharmacy and buy yourself a pregnancy test.
Me: Ok but I don't think...
Yas': Alright.
Biiip they hung up on me.
[-8pm-]
We are all in front of the TV. We already have grit. 11 p.m. everyone and go to sleep.
To be continued...