Bab 40: INDICTED II

Everyone fell silent after Jenna's outburst , lost in their own thoughts. Atleast that's what I chose to believe. For all I knew they were mind linking again, not caring to include me. 

Before I knew it, I had fallen asleep. My thoughts going every which way. I dreamt of each one of my failures, alpha Ronan, my childhood, a pair of eyes that chilled me to the bone, changing from red to green, sometimes black then red again. 

I gasped awake, " No " I kept muttering no. I swallowed, there was huge ball in my throat and a ball of dread building in my stomach. I still had a really bad feeling about this. 

I stared at the ceiling , my thoughts going back to what I did, what I shouldn't have done or didn't do, and it wasn't doing me any good. I needed out, but I couldn't leave this room. I felt guilty, responsible. My weakness led me to this point and I hated myself for it. 

I shook my head to get rid of my thoughts, those haunting red eyes still in my head.