Zeph felt complicated emotions again when was with Siael alone on the bed, as he was unable to identify his feelings for her, at least not in a way that matched up with the words could use to describe what he felt about her, that could be used to define the nature of their relationship.
It felt different from what he thought of as love in some ways and similar in others. Perhaps it was a mixture of feelings he could not quite separate as their shared path was a tangled mess. It was certainly not just lustfull temptations, and curiosity that brought them together on the bed for what could be said to be the second time. If it was then the act would be wild and unrestrained and not slow rhythmic movements that showed there was an emotional bond between them, even if they did not understand it.
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