Bab 12: C12

Bella

Everything moved and happened fast and uncontrollably, which made me look at myself in the mirror trying to figure out where my brain was and how it ended up like this with my enemy. Sleeping with my enemy? Sucking his dick! That wasn't supposed to happen. I went through these things with that man for revenge not to fall in love with his touch and him!

Fuck?! love! No way. I can't fall in love with this man! He makes love with my mother and besides, he is a man whore. There must be misunderstanding I'm just feeling like this because I have never gone in sex more than normal innocent touches. I have to get him out of my mind and just let it go.

I admit it, I can't face that guy. I can't say he is my enemy as well, to call someone your enemy you must be at his level and as he said… I'm zero compared to him because he is a million!