My office is very large has enough space for Eaden to play, I asked my assistant to buy toys and build a small castle for my son to play in. I love my son so much that I want to give everything to make him feel comfortable in his life with me.
I could not lose my son again, I could not lose him. Everything that I am doing now is for him. I could do everything for him to stay by my side , whatever it takes.
My son stayed with me in my office. I did not want to take my eyes off him.
My son would play with his little toys and I would sit on the couch and read papers, but I was unfocused and often lose my concentration. I always think of things that is not worth to think anymore.