Bab 234: 232. Worst Of Worst

Rage, Fury, Disgust, …And Disappointment.

These emotions occupied my mind and heart. The heart which was breaking into 1000 pieces just by hearing his wailing a moment ago now was suddenly unbothered.

Tears which were wailing up in my eyes also halted. My whole being felt like it is frozen in time, everything felt unreal. What is this mirage of emotions? I don't know.

I am angry and yet I was not, there was raging fury in my heart but against who? I don't know

The strong disgust that urging me to throw up is there but what is so disgusting? I have no idea.

Even the strange helpless disappointing aura covering me has no reason for why it is there, I don't know anything, anything at all.

It's a weird kinda sensation, I care and I don't, I hate and yet I love, I disgust and yet willing to go towards it, What is this? I am going insane?