Bab 20: Chapter 20 We Could Just Be Friends

I took a cab directly to go see Mum before doing anything else. Kayla was off duty so I spoke to an unfamiliar nurse who was a bit rude but nonetheless I was absolutely polite.

After several rude remarks, I was finally waiting in the garden- at our exact same seating as I waited for my beloved mother.

I wish I could say something had improve but her condition remained the same. All she did was listen to me as I spoke.

"I've never told you this ma but there's this guy, his name is Anthony and I kind of work for him. He's everything."

I breathed out, just desperately wanting to talk to someone. I rubbed her hand, turning my head to watch her stare into space.

"Maybe one day you'd meet him. That's only if that one day is soon mama so you have to get better."

I smiled but wanted to cry. I really needed her. I feel soo alone and abandoned. I've had suicidal thoughts- wanting to end everything once and for all but she's my only reason.