Bab 44: 44. I have Found Her

Andrea continues to cry, finding herself completely powerless to help Zee who is now being taken by Bima and his men. She really felt so useless. At home she is helpless with her husband who is always silent and never wants to make peace with his children. While she is at Leo's house as she is now, she has lost the person she loves so much to a kidnapping and she is powerless to refuse to help.

"Oh Lord, forgive me because maybe this is the fruit of the sins I have committed to You. It is always easy to leave worship to You and it is easy to spend all the sustenance that You have given to my family. I never gave the best education to my children, especially religious education. To my husband, I always rebelled and almost never appreciated him just because I had more wealth than him. I have children and none of them can make me comfortable because they are completely disobedient to worshiping You.