Bab 15: TOUCH YOURSELF (PART TWO)

Janice POV.

"I've been a bad slave, I've been really disobedient to my master. I didn't take his permission to have an orgasm." I said this words, over and over again... My knees folded up in the bathtub.

I felt so much cold, I could feel my teeth chattering due to the cold am feeling.

Ethan wasn't joking, when he said he was going to let me seat in the bathroom all night. I don't know what time it is now, but I do know that I have spent awfully a lot of time in here.

Would it be weird to say, a part of me feel really sorry for what I did. I felt guilty for having an orgasm when my master clearly told me not to do so.

That part of me, seek for my master forgiveness, and sincerely wants to become a better slave to him.

And then, there is the other part of me that just want to be free of all this. The part, that cries from help and want to be free from all this.

Now am confuse, every plan I once had all gone.... I don't think I have much fight left in me.

Ethan Pov