Bab 59: Bella's Thoughts
The old Edward was long dead, and what was left in his place was just revenge taken physical form, a monster that would not stop until his revenge was complete, a monster that was created by extreme rage and madness.
Maybe this monster might be able to cause some kind of damage to Damon, but to which degree would be up for question, because no matter how angry an ant gets with a human the most it could do is cause some small momentary pain that would be forgotten in a matter of seconds and would cause little to no inconvenience to the human's life.
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If Damon had known what had happened with Edward. he would feel nothing except a little happiness at the fact that Edward was going to bring the Volturi to kill him.
Currently in Forks after Bella had completed her transformation, and had some time to take in all the information that was given to her she was currently in the forest walking without a purpose thinking over everything that had happened.
After she had Calmed down and looked back on the choices she made the current Bella couldn't help but feel shame.
At first, she was completely surprised at how she felt by looking back on what she had done, but after thinking about it she felt that shame was the correct emotion to have towards her previous actions.
The Current Bella had already displayed deeper and more understanding thinking when compared to the idiot she was before.
Everything about her had changed, the feeling she gave off became fierce and confident, and the fact she could look back on her actions and see how foolish they were said a lot.
But it was only personality wise she had changed, Physically Bella had muscles and her eyes shined brightly, and she had even grown a couple of inches.
Bella had accepted her change rather quickly, and even managed to control her powers in the hours that had passed with the help of Joey.
But that was one thing she felt weird about, the Bond between her and Joey she could feel it and she still had the memories of her time with Edward and the feeling that accompanied them, and even though she didn't feel that way about Edward now, she still felt the sudden change weird.
She had never met Joey before today, and she already had the intense feeling she had with Edward with him, she didn't mind it really, but she wasn't going to be like she was in the past and let it consume her.
Bella knew she had picked the chance to become a vampire and be with Edward, while there was a chance she would die, and she chose this not thinking about her father, and the Current Bella found this as one of the main reasons for her current shame.
She had let her love for Edward Consume her and blocked out everything else, not seeing how some of his actions were uncaring and foolish, the fact that he could leave her here alone spoke volumes about how much he cared, and right now she really didn't think it was much.
Now she looked back on things, it was clear to her that he did what he wanted never thinking about how it affected anyone else if he had just turned her into a vampire the first time she asked things wouldn't have developed as they had.
But the current Bella was happy they did, she'd already decided to give Joey a chance and join Damon's pack.
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Back at Damon's house, the guys were currently sitting around a table drinking beer, while Rosalie was already asleep and the other girls were out tonight doing whatever girls do on a girl's night.
" So, Joey you are the first one of us to get a mate, so cheers." Said Kane.
" Is it really a cheers situation? I mean if he didn't have a mate how many women could he sleep with considering how long our life is going to be, now he's stuck with one woman if you ask me he got the short end of the stick." says Ocean.
" I guess your right, but not everyone is made for that kind of life, maybe he's one of those that just wants to settle down." says Kane
"I'm right here, stop talking as if I'm not." says Joey.
" Oh, sorry." says Ocean
But everyone present could tell he was anything but.
" What about you Damon, Are you cool with your current situation?" asked Ocean
'....'
Soon everyone's attention gathered on Damon.
Taking a sip of his beer Damon spoke.
" I am. When our bond was first formed I really didn't want it, it felt like I was being forced or controlled into loving someone I didn't even know, but after we meet it was completely different, I fell in love with Rosalie of my own accord, and I can't imagine my life with out her now." said Damon.
" Ha, you are whipped!" shouted Max
And the others burst out laughing.
" Tch, Don't think I don't know that you go out every day looking for a female to mate with but they all don't want you." says Damon
" You bastard, you followed me!!!" shouted Max
"So it's true ?" asked Ocean
'....'
seeing max not answering the other could help but laugh at him.
"Hahahahahahahaha"
" Shut up all of you." shouted Max
But his shouting just made the others laugh even more.
" I can get any wolf I want, you're all just jealous." says Max
' Hahahahahahaha."
The guys continued to laugh loudly, not knowing they had woken Rosalie.
Upstairs, Rosalie was finally woken up from all the noise being made downstairs and was completely irritated as she shouted still half asleep.
"You guys better be quiet before I come down there and make you!"
'......'
Now the house was completely quiet.
' I really am enjoying this new life of mine.' thinks Damon as he gets up and goes upstairs leaving the guys alone.
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