Bab 111: Internal Struggle

Princess Qamari was his present and future. This was a fact that he was certain of from the depths of his heart. No matter what happened, he could never betray her. Even if that meant suppressing his feelings and living in despair for the rest of his life.

Because no matter what he might feel for someone else, it could never compare to the feeling of belonging that filled his heart whenever he thought of her. It could never compare to the familial feeling he perceived at the mention of her name.

Any woman in the seven realms could become his lover, his mistress. Any woman could serve him and stand by his side. However, no woman could fill the place of his family. No woman could fill the gap of loneliness in his heart like the way she did.

This was a fact he was very clear of.