Bab 121: **Repeated** Torture

"Why would you even ask me that kind of question, you know very well that that is impossible, I can't love anyone else other than you" was his reply to my question which I know sounds absurd but it isn't

If you were in my shoes, if you felt the way his heart thumped at the sight of her, the way his eyes did a once over on her, the first thing that would come to your mind would be 'does he have feelings for this woman?' I wouldn't blame him if he does though, she is beautiful, has a nice voice, and who knows, she might be good in bed, even better than I am and I hate it, I hate that I'm thinking that way

I hate that once again I have something to make me feel so down, to make me downgrade myself but I wouldn't let it hurt my pride and mood, I wouldn't let such a thing bring down my mood and make me look and feel pathetic