Bab 201: Date or rebound 201

I don't know how this moving on works earlier I wouldn't even have given it a thought but now I think it is very necessary considering the way Lucien had been living his life. I have never seen him frolicking with his wife though but I had often seen them together. I saw each of them side by side walking with their daughter playing. Every time I saw it something hits me hard in my chest. I wanted to look away but I couldn't as if my heart is forcing me to face the consequences of my decision to break up with him.

I was fearful that there is still a small part of my brain that is begging me to ask him come back. I have to move on. Maybe the destiny had done me a favour by blessing me with some one who looks like Lucien. If I can't have the original I should be happy with a similar model. It was laughable but the point is to make peace with it. There is no going back. Whatever we were to each other is gone. I have to come out of the shadows.