“I’ll let you know any news.” As he opened it, he turned back one last time.
“Whatever happens, we’re still friends, right?”
“Right.”
After Lee had
gone, Patrick stood for many more minutes in the silent, empty shop, trying to
remember every word of their conversation, and also uncover those that hadn’t
been spoken. What the hell did Lee mean, whatever happens?
Patrick dropped
heavily onto the nearest chair. He’d been so wrapped up in his own fears that
he’d never for a minute expected Lee to have similar ones. He’d allowed himself
to get bogged down with insecurity and self-indulgent pathos. I could lose
him!Patrick had thought the only threat was from Lee not wanting to commit
to an old bear like him. He’d never imagined Lee might see the same reluctance
and uncertainty in Patrick—and decide things between them weren’t worth the
trouble.
“You’re not
letting me into your life.”
That did it!