Bab 542: Color

"Will something happen if I get too emotionally stimulated?" I asked Lin Ran. I could feel like they were cautious around me, like they were walking on eggshells.

Lin Ran nodded, "Nanxing, you have a tendency to go violent once you lose your emotions. We believe it has to do with the fact that you've witnessed your parent's death when you were young. At first, only Jing Tian would be able to calm you down when you were out of control. After that, Tong Le could do it. Mai Qi and Jing Ni could help to a certain degree. However, now that you have lost your memory, Jing Tian is worried that he is unable to help you anymore once you lose control of your emotions. Nanxing, can you understand that?"

I could! And I was touched.

"Doctor Lin, take me to see him. I don't have any memories. I don't remember anything from the past. I have let everyone down. Please give me some time..." I was very sincere.