Bab 144: Hell On Earth

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After turning into a demon in front of my friends, arguing with Isa and pissing off Lynn, the week had started dimly. I had a talk with my girlfriend and was able to explain the situation.

Luckily Lynn is more mature than any of the other shits here and understood my perspective. We are now back to normal but the fight had created anxiety inside of me.

What if she had broken up with me? I could have lost her. 

For the first time in my life, I don't want someone to leave me. And I'll do whatever I can to keep this relationship going, although it feels like I don't deserve her. Stupid self-pity.

I know that sooner or later I'll screw up as I always do. And that'S what is creating the anxiety.