Bab 42: Alice in Wonderland

My mind was foggy as I walked down the aisle of the pharmacy trying to collect my thoughts.

"What am I going to do?", "should I tell him?", "will my parents be disappointed?", what will Harin think", "should I abort it?", "will my brothers kill me?", "will I still be my father's favorite?", "how will I take care of a child?"  were all the questions swirling around my mind as I circled the aisle after aisle absentmindedly.

My mind was a jumbled mess and I had no idea how to turn off the voices in my head.

"Excuse me ma'am?" I heard a voice faintly called and I turned my head in the direction where the sound has come from, "do you need any help? You have been walking around the pharmacy like a zombie for a while now. Is everything okay?"

I stared at the lady for a while as if I really was a mindless zombie before my mind could have registered what she had said.

Was I okay?