Bab 142: Feeling Jealous

Megan's POV

I found it so hard to chew my food as I was sitting in front of my ex-boyfriend, who had done nothing but torture my heart for eight years. I will be lying if I say that I never dream of this moment to be with him. I know deep in my heart, even if I hated him, I am still longing to be with Ashton, and I know it is craziness because what he had done to me is unforgivable, and loving him all through these years made me feel so miserable. 

I could tell that Alice and Zach were doing their best to have a lively conversation, and they both wanted us to join them, but it seems Ashton and I have a silent war. And it is obvious we are both afraid of whatever will come out from our mouth because I can't deny the attraction we feel for each other, and I am so scared to be alone with him even for a minute because I could feel it on my core, I will give in to the needs that I feel.