Bab 1781: The Truth of the Transmigrators

<After receiving so much happiness and comfort, returning to the time when she couldn't even speak without paying attention to the words she said.>

<After feeling the freedom, being so restricted where her every move would be watched by others and could do nothing but to be the tool of that organization?>

<After regaining her feelings, having to restrict herself to the point where she was not allowed to show anything on her face and had to stay indifferent?>

Can she do it?

Nan Hua knew very well that she might not be able to do it. 

<She felt that this world was very cruel. After giving her everything that she could only dream, it would only bring her back to the world where she had nothing and couldn't do anything. If she were to return back after having a fulfilling life here, she was sure that she wouldn't be able to stand living that torturous life anymore that she might as well pick the death option that she had tried her best to avoid.>