Bab 1133: Cap 1131: What comes out of the Cocoon? part 7

This whole process was being heavy for me, far beyond what I expected, I think I was too naive to try to complicate things, the Awakening Ceremony is in its initial phase and I can already feel my legs starting to get weak, I can't even imagine when the time comes to grant power and I have to use the special Dragon Seal I created. 

I can't help but worry, but I can't lie to myself, it only heightens my curiosity in proportion as I realize the danger I'm walking into on my own like an idiot. 

Sigh 

"I don't like to change the things I decide..." (I) 

I spoke low enough for no one to hear, I just needed to get out the frustration of thinking about giving up halfway through just because it's hard, that's something I can't accept in myself.