Bab 65: If Only

Jayden POV

When I went home, Peggy and Caden weren't there anymore. I walked directly to Caden's bedroom, looked around and sighed. Then I went to our bedroom. Not a single sign of Peggy was left. Her clothes, bags, shoes and even her scent weren't there anymore.

I felt my heart was tearing me apart. It was painful. If only I didn't let my hatred consume me, maybe they're still here. If only I hadn't hurt her from the day I found them, maybe everything would have turned out differently.

If only I didn't let Amanda get close to me, she wouldn't think of seducing me. If only I told Amanda that I couldn't really love her, she wouldn't hope that I could return her feelings. If only I had shown Peggy how much I still love her instead of telling her how much I hated her, she wouldn't agree with Kyle. If only I paid more attention to her three years ago, she wouldn't have left me.