Bab 40: Possibilities [R18]

I laid on the bed, looking at the ceiling. I was thinking about Alora's message.

It's not impossible I'll get pregnant. Jayden and I never used protection. We've been doing it for a few months now almost everyday and he always released it inside me.

I asked him a few times about it but he always said it's okay. But what if I really am pregnant? Am I ready? Am I ready to become a mother? Is Jayden ready to become a father? Are we ready to become parents?

My head hurts from those thoughts. When was the last time I got my period? I lost count. I need to know if I'm pregnant or not. Maybe I'll buy a pregnancy test. I can't tell Jayden yet.

I stood up and walked towards the full sized mirror. I was wearing a short white camisole lingerie. I looked at myself in the mirror and touched my tummy. I smiled. Wait? Why do I feel like I'm excited? I'm anxious, yes. But not because I'm worried. I have a lot of questions in my mind but I feel like my heart is happy.

I was startled when an arm wrapped around my waist. It was Jayden. I didn't even notice he went inside the room.

"Hey what are you thinking?" He asked while giving me kisses on my shoulder.

Ah. His lips were giving me excitement and heat suddenly rose from my body. I really love his kisses.

"You." I murmured.

I was staring at the mirror, looking at him while he kissed and touched me with his lips and hands. His hands explored my body while his lips were tracing kisses from my neck and my shoulders.

"Let's go for a swim." He whispered.

I frowned. "Where?"

"You'll see. Come on!" Then he pulled me outside the room and brought me to another room.

Inside, was an indoor pool. It has a waterfall hanging rainforest with a romantic lighting, a bubbly jacuzzi, locked in a cave-like surroundings with lush palm trees around it.

Jayden started removing his clothes while walking backwards. He was looking at me with his lustful eyes. I felt my cheeks burn when he looks at me like that. I let out a deep breath when he removed the last piece of cloth he had on.

I stared at him from head to toe. I bit my lips when my eyes saw his full erection. I slowly removed my clothes, giving him sensual stares. I was wearing a black lace side tie thong underneath my lingerie. Jayden was intensely staring at me while I slowly pulled the string of each side.

He walked towards me when I was fully naked, pulling me into his body.

"You do know how to seduce me. You're making me wild Margaret." He said hoarsely.

His face was just a few inches away from mine. I can feel the heat coming from his mouth. I can smell the scent of his breath, sugar and honey.

"I'm crazy for you." I blurted.

He leaned forward and pressed his lips against mine. It was sweet and gentle. It wasn't his usual way of kissing me but I really like the way it is now. He then carried me bridal style while our lips and tongues were entangled.

I felt the water touched my skin. I'm not really sure if it's cold or not because my body was burning with desire.

The pool has an isle at the center, he gently put me down there while he was on the water. I was waiting for his next move. He put my legs on his shoulders and pulled my hips closer to his face. I gasped. He smirked before he buried his face between my thighs.

"Shit." I whispered when I felt his tongue licked my clit.

My elbows were supporting my body as I arched my back. Jayden sucked my clit and licked it with the tip of his tongue.

"Jayden." I called out his name when he slid his tongue inside me. He moved inside and out as he sucked and licked my pussy.

I hold on to his head and pressed it against my core. "Ahh." I moaned.

I came and was so wet when he moved his face away. He was grinning as he licked his lips with his tongue.

"I love the taste of you." He boldly said which made me blush.

"Is this what you called a swim?" I asked, with a naughty smile.

"I already dived in and it's amazing." He said with his usual evil smile.

"Pervert." I said.

Then I soaked into the water, joining him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, my body pressed against his. I can feel his erection poking me.

He guided me into the corner of the pool and pulled my legs to wrap around his waist before thrusting deeply into my core.

It was a different level of bliss. Jayden was so gentle as he moved inside me. I can feel his every thrust filling up my core.

He was staring at me while he shoved his dick in and out. Our foreheards were leaning against each other as I moaned in pleasure, looking directly into his eyes.

"Ahh. Ahh. Ahh."

"Louder, Margaret. Ahh." He groaned.

His hands were holding me on my bottom as he guided me to move along with him. I moved my hips, meeting his every thrust.

"That's it Margaret. You're amazing."

He then carried me out of the pool and laid me down on the side. My arms were still wrapped around his neck, my legs into his waist.

He leaned forward to kiss me. I felt his movement became faster and as I dance along with the rhythm of his every thrust, I could feel his dick poking my womb over and over.

"Ah. Jayden!" I called out his name when we both reached the climax.

We stayed at the pool for a few hours chatting about his family. I could see his really happy. Then I remember again what Alora asked about me being pregnant. I looked at Jayden while he happily tells me about his mom's childhood.

We did it again, we made love without protection. I know we are being irresponsible and reckless. We're still young but I know we are capable of having a family and we can give our kids a better future. I wanted to tell Jayden the possibility but I was afraid of his reaction.

What if he already changed his mind? A lot happened. He was just beginning to enjoy his family's company. I don't want to ruin his happiness right now. So I decided, I won't tell him yet. I needed to be sure first, then I'll tell him.