Bab 324: Self-Loathing

AARYN

Aaryn had been so overwhelmed by Elreth—all his problems fell away, every bad thought or feeling was just gone. He'd savored every second. But then… when he hit climax, it was like it broke his chest open. And every ugly, sad, horrific thing that had happened just washed over him. He'd slumped against her, his eyes stinging, throat pinching. He'd tried to swallow it back. But… he just couldn't.

Fuck, he hated himself sometimes. Like she didn't have enough to deal with, now he was turning into a whining pup?

Elreth's arms were suddenly around his head, holding him tightly as she whispered in his ear.

"Aaryn… Aaryn… I'm here. I love you. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry."