Life was starting to get peaceful for me. And peaceful was kind of boring. It wasn't horrible, mind you. It's just that I didn't know what to do with myself.
I wasn't a homemaker. So sitting at home all day and trying to figure out what to do next for when Kyle got home from work would drive me nuts. I wouldn't be able to hold onto my sanity for very long if I tried to do that.
Kyle was great and all, and I can admit that I was pretty much head over heels in love with the man. All of that was well and good, but I wouldn't be waiting around being Suzie homemaker who baked cookies and made dinner and cleaned the house nonstop.