Bab 162: Nightmares

Yet Roselyn kept gazing at him straight into his eyes, and she felt the need to finally ask him the question that had been harassing her since they had been together. She took a long breath before finally finding the courage to ask him. 

Roselyn knew that was a button she should've pressed since it either could be a hard truth to digest for her or could create a quarrel between the two of them. But she couldn't remain with the doubt for the rest of her life, "how…. How many women did you have?" 

John's eyes widened as he probably didn't expect she would ever ask such a thing and he wondered why all that sudden curiosity and what would change to her. 

"What does it matter? I have you now." That's all he managed to say but his reply didn't satisfy Roselyn's curiosity either did it calm her. On the contrary, it made her even more concerned and angry because that was implying that he would rather not answer than be honest about it.