Bab 119: who

who was standing on the balcony of my room, enjoying the atmosphere this morning. He embraced me from behind and kissed my nape, I feel very happy today since I'm by Jo's side, because I feel I have a protector for myself, if time could be turned back I want to introduce Jo to my father and mother and also me I want to close the mouth of Kak Gatot who likes to badmouth me. I want the whole world to know that I already have a man who is highly respected and has a guaranteed future.

But all that is impossible for me to do and if I remember the past this pain in my heart can't be expressed anymore, I am not like this because of my desire, to be honest they are the ones who made me like this! but all those nightmares don't need to be regretted now because I have stepped for sure and have found my own way of life.

From this moment I will look at my future and my days together with Jo.