Bab 57: A deep hole in my heart

From everything, I'd say Miles was right.

I really do need to end this all in order for me to have peace. 

For me to finally see them.

"Look Raven," She begins, snapping me out of my thoughts. "I don't know what Miles told you, and I'm not sure if I want to know, but please I'm begging you, don't do this."

They'll do whatever it takes to change your mind.

I remember Miles words as Chloe tries to persuade me from falling.

"If you jump," She continues. "There's nothing there. There's nothing after death."

There is something.

Freedom.

But if I tell her that, she might really try to stop me.

"You don't understand." I shake my head repeatedly. "You can't understand." 

"I know I don't and can't understand, but you can make me understand. You can teach me how to understand.''

"You can't."

"Raven please don't do this." She begs. "Please. I care for you too much to lose you."