Bab 61: We Need Talk
Days past.. I started to my work fast.. I join library and started to study for my last year..
I do swim in my free time.. sometimes I do work out.. and spend my time in that.. I stop spending time with my friends and my family..
Whenever no one is around I go and have my lunch breakfast and dinner.. I don't want to encounter with anyone..
Sometimes I do order some foods and eat on my bedroom watching movies and some of series..
I do Ignore friends too.. they did call and text me.. but I rarely give them reply.. they do ask me that all is going well.. and I tell them all is going fine..
I don't want to make them worrry.. when I don't even know what to do about the way I am involved with in problems.. how to digest it.. I do hate about this to hide from them but I can't do about this think..
I never heard about David or Nick.. yeah David did give call me onec in day.. which I never pick up.. he did text me good morning and good night's.. he still stocking at me.. and I do read his message when he tell me that why I am acting like this..
Can't he see that he is the reason I am acting like this.. but I don't want to argue with him for anything..
Right now I am watching new series on Netflix the Sex Education.. it is good story.. and when my time passes I not even know it..
When I about to sleep.. someone knocked on my door.. who's this in this time.. I check it's nine o'clock in night..
" Come in" I said.. and dad come in giving me smile.. I did smile at him back..
" Hyy dad.." I said to him.. and close my lappy..
" Hyy Angel I didn't interrupt you right.." he said to me.. and I did fold my legs.. and sit Indian style and gusturd him to come join me..
" No dad.. come join me." I tell him.. and he did seat..
" So how's you I see that you are not anymore joining us for any kind of dinner or breakfast table.." he said to me..
" It's nothing dad.. I am good.. all is going well.." I said to him..
" Okky.. so what you doing tomorrow.." he ask me.. I do ask myself what I am doing tomorrow.
" Nothing special.. my as usual studying and work out.. nothing else.. " I tell him..
" So the think is.. tomorrow we having family time.. I hope you can join us.. " He said to me.. and i know it's family gathering I do have to join it.. now I do want to know what they want this time now.. I do nodded with my head..
" Sure dad.. I wil be there.." I said to him.. a d he nodded with his head .
" Did you had your dinner.." he ask me..
" Yes I just not feeling well to eat anything to I ordered pizza for myself.. so now I am full.. " I told him..
" Okky than have good night.. see you tomorrow.." he said and get up on my bed.. and than leave me..
" Good night dad.." i tell him.. and i do lay down in my bed.. and sleep..
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Next day.. I did my business.. and I did had my breakfast with mom dad.. I didn't see Ari.. maybe she is gone anywhere..
" How's you lena.." mom ask me..
" I am great.. how's you.." I ask her..
" I am fabulous.. so today we having another gethering.." mom said to me.. more like giving me look that you have to be prepared..
" I know mom.. I did talk with dad about this yesterday.. and yeahh I am looking forward to it.." I tell her .
" I think now it's time to you have to talk with Nick.. and spend time with him.. you know.. clear out all misunderstanding.." mom said to me.. and i look at her. And than look at dad.. seriously..
" Don't worry mom.. whatever you want me to do.. I will do it.." I tell her giving her smile.. and she did smile hearing this..
" That's what I want to hear.." mom said.. get up and walk to in kitchen.. dad look at me.. and i do look at her..
" You okky angel.. " dad ask me..
" I am fine.. what could be happen to me.." I said to him..
" Lena.. " dad about to say but than mom again join us and he shut up.. and this first time I feel relieved.. i feel happy that mom did come to interrupt us..
" What you guys talking about.." mom ask us..
" I just asking that where is Ari.." I tell mom..
" She is having girls night out.. so she told me that she will be join us in evening.. because after night out they might be going to be shopping.." mom said. And I nodded with my head..
" You do have to go spend time with friends.. and have some fun.. some shopping.. you Know.." mom said to me..
" Mom you very well know that I am not shopping person.. and I like to stay in my room.. read books watch movies that's what I like it.. so yeah I am happy with this mom.. don't worry.." I said to her..
" Okkyy.. than as you say.." mom said.. and than I done with my breakfast and than leave the dinning area..
I get on my bedroom.. started to watch my left Sex Education series..
In the evening when I done with second season to.. I get up.. and get ready for tonight gethering.. i did wear normal cloths.. have nice bath.. and make myself fresh.. not zombie.. when I do look zombie..
When I done with all this.. I did feel to go and help mom for anything.. or just wait for them to come and welcome them..
" Ohhh Angel.. you ready.." dad said when I come downstairs and than walk to the main Hall..
" Yes.. I am ready.. when they are coming.." I ask dad..
And that same time door bell ring.. and we both get answer of my question..
" I think there are here.." he said and get up on couch and walk to the main door.. I do follow him.. and we both welcome them..
It's Noah and his family.. they come and we hug them.. welcome them..
" I want to talk to you lena.." Noah said. And I look at him nodded with my head.. we all enter our main area..
" Now.." Noah said.. again I turn around and look at him..
" dad if you don't mind.. we will be back.." I tell dad.. and they nodded.. they already bussy on there conversation that they don't care about us.. so we both walk to my room.. when we reach I close behind the door and we both jump on my bed..
" So tell me.." I ask him..
" How's you lena.." he ask me..
" I am fine how's you Noah.." I said..
" I am also fine.. but are you.. you are avoiding my calls and massages.. all is well right.." he ask me..
" What will be happen Noah.. I mean it's already whatever have to happen it's already happened.. now what will happen.." I said..
" I know you are not happy lena.. but what if it's you and me..you will be happy with me.." he ask me nervously.. and I did look at him.. why he is asking me this question..
" I don't know.. first of all I am not even ready for this thing.. after that it's doesn't matter it's you or him Noah.. seriously." I tell him..
" But what if it's you and me.." he ask me again..
" Don't you happy that it's you and Ari.. " I ask question to his question..
" You very well know what is going on between me and Ari.." he said to me..
" Noah I know what is going on between you to guys.. but it's high time you both have to sit and talk about this.. and short it out whatever is the problem is.." I said to him..
" It's not easy lena.. the way you are talking its not that easy.." he said to me..
" Why you making it hard to both of you guys.." I tell him..
" If I aid same to you that talk with Nick and give him chance what will you do.." he said to me..
" Mine and Nick's things are different than yours.. I means he bully me on my whole life.. he hates me without any reason.. if he did have reason but it's so childish.. tell me one think what you also do something like this to me.. " I ask him..
" What I don't get it.." he said to me..
" Okky.. just think that.. you and I both are best friends.. and we still are.. it's just I don't give you important the way I have to give it to you.. if give another person that importance so what you will do.. bully me.." I ask him..
" He did it all this because of he jealous of me.. that I am with you and you spend more time with me other than him.. that's what you want to tell me.." he ask me..
" I just asking.. just giving me answer what you will do.." I said it again..
" If I did see you with other.. I do see if he makes you happy than I don't mind.. but yeah if you stop giving my time.. than I do will be get sad and Angry but I never bully you lena.." he said to me..
" And what if he do did something like this.. means he want to show you that he is still here.. he want your attention that why he do things with you.. " he said to me..
" Ohh come on.. if he did want me he never go such things.." I tell him..
" Than tell me why he sudden change.. why he bully you.. you both are best friends right.." he said to me..
" I don't known okky.." I said to him..
" Trust me lena.. I do hate him.. but still feel like sometimes that he do get jealous when he sees me with you.." he said to me..
" Come on Noah.. we both know that it's not true.. we are here talkin' about Nickolas.." I tell him..
" Nickolas who we know him our whole life.. who is part of our family.. no matter what lena.. still it is our Nick.. we are talking about.. maybe he did bully you.. but he never dare to any other to give chance to do something same as him.. and I think you are lucky for this.. and I know any time he will tell you about your feelings when everything will be stable between you two of you.. trust me.." he said to me.. and I don't know what to said to him.. so I just nodded with my head. And hug him..
" Thanks Noah.. i still don't know what to do about this.. but trust me.. I am not ready any of this.. it's all weird to me.. and new to me.. " i said to him..
" It's not only you lena.. it's all new to us too.. " he said before he said more.. my bedroom door open my someone and we both broke the hug.. and I did see none other than devil we are talking about..
" What is going on here.." he said to us.. and I do feel that he don't like it the way he is looking at us angrily.. me and Noah both broke the hug..
" Don't worry.. we are just talking.." Noah said..
" Its don't look like you both are talking.." he said to us arrogantly..
" We are best friends and friends do hug each other don't you know this.." Noah said to him arrogantly..
" No.." he snap at him..
" Before i said something you don't like it.. it's better you leave my fiance bedroom.. I want to talk to her.. " Nick said to him clear his thoughts he know why he is here.. Noah did nodded with his head. And we both look at each other. Give me smile.. and I did same.. he get up on my bed.. and left us alone..
When he is gone.. I do get out to my bed. And stoodup..
Nick doesn't wait any movement close the door.. and do one think that I never expected that he will do something like this..
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